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new music (e.g. Karlheinz Stockhausen, Iannis Xenakis, Morton Feldman,
Olivier Messiaen, etc.), gay, queer, fag, muscles, bodybuilding, Skt. Adolf
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Drop, near death experiences, Louise Brooks, James Brown, James Chance
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"the fashion conspiracy", Leigh Bowery, entropy, Mondo Kinko's, Los Angeles,
David Lynch, Stephen Sayadian, Choose Me, Allen Rudolph and its (choose
me's) Teddy Pendergast soundtrack (I'd like to find a copy), Susan Tyrell,
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Free America, The San Francisco Cinematheque, The American Cinematheque,
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without Qualities), IRCAM, Baeklands, Salo, Sylvia Plath, Silence=Death,
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thrills, New Music America, the News of the Weird, transseuxalism, onanism,
autofellatio, clothing, The Merce Cunningham Dance Company, Adventures
in Motion Pictures, Matthew Bourne, Jackie Beat, Sherry Vine, Vida de Ville,
I guess it wouldn't be a bad idea to list every drag name I can think of:
Candyass, The Lady Chablis, Doris Fish, Miss X, Ginger Quest, "Tippi",
The Lady Bunny, Angelyne, he Marchesa Casati, Virginia Graham, Gispy, Ru
Paul, what the hell Jim Bailey, Esmerelda, Holly Woodlawn, Candy Darling,
Jackie Curtis, Joe Dallesandro, (Not everything on this list is something
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Miles, Jed Johnson, John Giorno, Gregory Corso, Beanbender's, David Tudor,
Frederick Rzewski, Luciano Berio, György Ligeti, Severino Gazelloni,
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(sic?), Gloria Davy, Boris Carmelli, I can't remember "south water the
woman summer midday the blossom"'s name right at the moment, fashions,
fashion shows, couture line, pret a porter, Comme des Garcons, Jean-Paul
Gaultier, Gianni Versace, Giorgio Armani, Gianfranco Ferre, Byblos, Ralph
Lauren, Dirk Bikkembergs, Helmut Lang, Romeo Gigli, Gucci, Alexander McQueen,
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Male, N2N, Matsuda, Paul Smith, Jam's World, Simultaneous, The Gap, Armand
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made great film "Watermarks", Randall Packer, Pamela Z, "Blue" Gene Tyranny,
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Light, and the Gloom of That Light - More Gloom and the Light of That Gloom
IN
THOSE HYPERBOREAN REGIONS, to which enthusiastic Truth, and Earnestness,
and Independence, will invariably lead a mind fitted by nature for profound
and fearless thought, all objects are seen in a dubious, uncertain, and
refracting light. Viewed through that rarefied atmosphere the most immemorially
admitted maxims of men begin to slide and fluctuate, and finally become
wholly inverted; the very heavens themselves being not innocent of producing
this confounding effect, since it is in the heavens themselves that these
wonderful mirages are exhibited.
But
the example of many minds forever lost, like undiscoverable Arctic explorers,
amid those treacherous regions, warns us entirely away from them; and we
learn that it is not for man to follow the trail of truth too far, since
by so doing he entirely loses the directing compass of his mind; for arrived
at the Pole, to whose barrenness only it points, there, the needle respects
all points of the horizon alike.
But
even the less distant regions of thought are not without their singular
introversions. Hardly any sincere man of ordinary reflective powers, and
accustommed to exercise them at all, but must have been independently struck
by the thought, that, after all, what is so enthusiastically applauded
as the march of mind,?meaning the inroads of Truth into Error-which has
ever been regarded by hopeful persons as the one fundamental thing most
earnestly to be prayed for as the greatest possible Catholic blessing to
the world;-almost every thinking man must have been some time or other
struck with the idea, that, in certain respects, a tremendous mistake may
be lurking here, since all the world does never gregariously advance to
Truth, but only here and there some of its individuals do; and by advancing,
leave the rest behind; cutting themselves forever adrift from their sympathy,
and making themselves always liable to be regarded with distrust, dislike,
and often, downright-though, ofttimes, concealed-fear and hate. What wonder,
then, that those advanced minds, which in spite of advance, happen still
to remain, for the time, ill-regulated, should now and then be goaded into
turning round in acts of wanton aggression upon sentiments and opinions
now forever left in their rear. Certain it is, that in their earlier stages
of advance, especially in youthful minds, as yet untranquilized by long
habituation to the world as it inevitably and eternally is; this aggressiveness
is almost invariably manifested, and as invariably afterward deplored by
themselves.
--Herman Melville, Pierre - or the Ambiguities
